Surrender give way to the challenges inside
To all of the voices I wish had just died
Trapped inside of me wanting their freedom
Come on back and listen to me.
I’d rather be singing, playing the harp
Which is ridiculous as not from my time
Nothing surprises me another era in me
This is not a walk in the park
Energy is moving up and out of my back
Had been stuck in my legs; buzzing my head
Grateful I am; know it will pass; I’ll move on from this and more will come
Can’t say shove it up your ass
Pissed off now life’s like this and know it’s not always bliss
Sick of the hurt, reliving the pain; told someone guilt
What’s wrong with me Here I am again and again
Giving it time; it the operative word
It is the shit needing to be heard
There’s not much left; most not mine
I listen well, plug the holes; the holes of hell I can transpose
Listen and learn, don’t forget me
The shit inside wanting free
Trade off is there; develop what is
Freeing me since I was a kid
Okay to be socialite as long as I’m honest about day and night
Deep in my heart pure love awaits, Freeing Me and You
Tell it like it is; what is the it; dream on awaits; this is the shit
Give from my past as I sort the present; observe it all till I find out what it meant.
October 25, 2019
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