There’s an aching inside I don’t know what to do with
There’s an aching inside I can’t live anymore
It wants out I’m always searching
I don’t want to live this anymore
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It’s always what I am having
Is not enough that I want more
I don’t know what will satisfy me
I don’t know what I am searching for
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It’s such a longing deep inside me
It’s such a longing I am living for
I care enough to find another
Way to ease what I am looking for
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I have no answers at this moment
No answers come to help me sleep
Put pen to paper see what happens
Not working like it did before
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These are times that I am having
These are times I wish were gone
So stop wishing and stop wanting
Until I find out what is wrong
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Start appreciating what I have
Know what I have known all along
July 2, 2019
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