Sometimes I feel so lonely
Sometimes I feel so blue
It’s all about missing family
Thinking no one wants to be with you
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It’s me who’s feeling 10
It’s me from way back when
Too much to do; so tired and blue
Still stuck in my body; coming through
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Scared to put myself out there
Hear the making fun on the bus
It’s all what each of us knew
We had no choice – Do what you’re told to do
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Care and attention come alive
Listen to my body – tears have arrived
Caring for me in ways I need
Missing others – they show me the seed
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Seed of understanding in my brain
Bring it forth as the tears fall
Heart mind is bearing fruit
Singing it out benefits all
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What works for me doesn’t for them
Sometimes same inside of me
Works one time; not the next
All I can do is listen in love
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Healing happens as the tears fall
Sorting through the one and all
Cause we’ve changed since the beginning of fall
Crack open again; anger’s calling me to change.
October 15, 2022
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